I am

I am.... the vision of love between woman and man.
I am.... who I aim to be but never who I'm claimed to be.
I am.... no better than a dying blade of grass. From this dust I was born and to this dust when I pass.
I am... the sheep who was lost and then found.
I am.... ever knowing that one day the trumpet will sound.
I am... the son of the only King.
I am.... not perfect, and never claimed to be. I am...always falling, but I never stay down, I keep my head to the sky, and feet upon solid ground. I walk along paths once trodden by names since gone their spirits whisper in the breeze.
I am... hard to understand, but easy to listen to.
I am ... no one special, just a face like you.
I am... no different but unique, I speak what I hear. I run through sand not knowing what I fear. I am... me and nothing more.

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Words transform on painted walls, as dawn breaks and Angels call. Clouds go by an untainted sky, as children reach for those stars so high. Green hills that roll, with flowers a bloom, lovers dance as the evening looms. Enchanted sea of blissful dreams make reality almost a breeze. I drift away nothing to say, far too cold to be bitter this day. Let me sleep for the time is near, and not a single cry, not a single tear. Times of joy and times of pain, blend as one to form soft rain. I can hear her cry through hollow fields she moves in time like she isn't real. Strong and true, from sea to sea, she carries many dreams and pleas. In her arms she holds the dreams of little ones, who dare to dream. The screams of man she quickly prances, ever moving always dancing. Her counterparts understand her not, for she is unbound, unwilling, forever sought. Rolling by she sways and sways, creating the mood for lazy days. Cool is she that reaches peaks, and down the side to take a peak. Warm to touch sometimes scolding, she soothes the beast a comfort molding. Aided by her sister 's call her wrath is swift to make great things fall. Humble are those that seek the truth, for it lies in places only known to you. A mirror of self we hide with fear, and hold the poison so close, so near. Hear the ways of loved ones past, the future lies in days long cast.

Days

Days come days go, what's left are mere traces of time we store and call memories. Funny though, these memories tend to fade as more days come and go, and more traces of time are stored. Each day passes and we have more and more memories, till someday old memories become no memory at all. Hopefully a friend, or love one can recall it, but there are rare instance when even they have lost touch with that place in time. And now what once was is no longer. Be it old "friend" or blanket, favorite t-shirt,once forgotten they all become the same. Interesting how life works....Time and memories and gentle balance of opposites much like relationships. Fragile in it's demanor, but everlasting in its appearance. Every now and then you get a spark of thought, a memory will return. A word, or song, or an action of something will take you instantly back to " You remember that time when..." or " Man I remember back in high school..." But soon again time will pass, and memories will store, and the cycle will continue. So it explains the sayings "Carpe Diem", and "You only live once!" Cherish the time as it passes, rejoice in the mercy that it truly is. And hopefully one day....we'll all meet again and spark new memories to store in a place where the cycle began.....

She said

Chorus 1: She said: "You know I love you baby, ain't nothing gonna take me away" and She said
"You know I'm here for you when life doesn't go your way" " Put ya trust in me, and let people say what they say" and she said..


She said he'd never leave me feeling lonely...and She said I was her one and only.
Ain't it funny how things change when the cash flow, jumping in and out of Range Rove's, shopping all day till the mall close. Now it's all gone and it's just me and you, don't do the things you use to do. You say it's still the same but I know, hard to sit on 14's when use to 24's. But it's all for the show, it ain't real it can't make what we have. It can do what we do, when my eyes look at you. It can't laugh it can't cry, it ain't never gone dry your eyes. It won't be kissing you goodnight, making sure safe all through the night. It can't love you love you love you..... but she said.

Chorus 2: Don't need diamond rings, cuz they really don't mean a thing. She said I don't need to be seen by anybody else but you. She said that through thick and thin she be with me till the end. And she said..

(female interlude)
It's all over I now I just can't take it no more. It ain't the same with you, I just feel like I need more. Try to understand, I know you've been a good man. But I just can't live barely gettin by we don't go out no more, we don't do anything....so this ain't the end but I think it's just time to say goodbye...

Bridge: Girl you meant everything, how could you let this be. I just can't figure out, what this is all about. Can you explain to me, how did this fantasy become a tragedy. Girl let's just talk it out, you don't have to go.


Chorus 1 and 2.

Drifting

Drifting away on an endless road without you girl it feels so wrong. What did I say girl what did I do, I'd take it all back just to talk to you. To feel your kisses to feel your touch I just didn't know I loved you so much. What can I say now I'm just a fool, cuz I'm lost without you.

Chorus: Girl I'm drifting...(drifting away) Girl I'm drifting (drifting away)
Girl I'm drifting(Since you been away) (drifting away)

So much joy then now just pain as my memories rain down this window pane. It's killing me softly everyday and I know this can't be the only way. Do you still love me? I know you do your bed ain't the same without me holding you. Let's stop all the games girl and give it a chance I'm not the same without you.

Chorus.

Bridge: Baby I know I hurt you so many nights so many tears, I can't take them all back baby because we can't change the past. But we can shape the future. Baby just let me show you what you mean to me. Let me be the man you always needed and I just never was. Baby just let me come back

Chorus x 2.

All on you.

I just can't stop thinking about you.....The way you move, the things you do. It's like a dream that I never wake up from.....

Chorus: It's all on you make your move baby. I know what you've been waiting for, every breath you take has got me wanting more. It's all on you let's get crazy baby, making
love non-stop till the break of day,we could do it anywhere, anyhow, anyway.. It's all on you.

On the floor me and you ain't nobody here but us, let's just let it go let it flow, and see what's meant for us. You say my name, in my ear as you grindin' ya body baby.
(female whisper: you want me) I'm hypotized by your eyes, and the way you move them thighs, I know it's wrong but it feels so strong could you be my demise. You grab my neck pulling me close, telling me you hearts desire. I'm falling now, trapped by your spell, let's it take higher baby. (female whisper: wanna go?) oooh

Chorus.

In the ride switching lanes, foggin them windows up. Anticipatin' manipulatin you body all night long. In the bed,against the wall, don't matter just go all night long. Conversations about sensations you say you've never felt, situations to keep ya heart racing, you say big girls don't cry. Ya down for switching any position light up your ignition. Cuz girl I'm fixin to cause some friction and I promise it won't be fiction. So here we are at the door, I can't wait no more (female whisper: you ready for me?)

Chorus.

Bridge: Silk sheets, back rubs, candlelight. It's going down tonight. Your body just feels so right, and we got the rest of the night. I love it when you say my name, ooh girl time to hear that range. We bounce from room to room, cuz this is how we do.

Chorus x 2

Adlibs.

What this blog is all about.

Well as you can see from the introduction, this blog is basically like any other blog out there. A place for me to come and just post my thoughts, poems, songs, abstract ideas, etc. Please feel free to leave any comments, I would love to hear from you! From time to time I will post some audio to go along with some of my posts. If you see or hear something you like let me know!

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And though I shouldn't have to say it, but I will anyways. All material posted on this site by me has been copyrighted.

Introduction

"Symphony of emotions play through ears unreached, perfectly intertwined with a soft cool beat. Arms reach out to hold, the one whom everyone said no. But eyes cannot get past with the heart will make last. Alone with this sound, it becomes your magic ride, eyes closed soul open you let go and just glide. Cruisin without direction, you give in to this infection, you let the letters become words, which hold in it power to unnerve. Can it be just this simple? Breathtaking eyes, cute dimple. Seductive ways, the way you smile says more words than the river Nile. Your lips move but words are silent, just rays of warmth and soft sensations. You know your ways, so clever planning, never aggressive but always demanding. Like a hunter upon it's prey you attack in silence, whether night or day. These thoughts I dread, we must never be, just a symphony of emotions playing tricks on me."